Saturday, November 17, 2007

They call it indie autism, and he's the

They call it indie autism, and he's the poster child for it.

Heג€™s actually better taken on paper, which really says something about his croaky, crying voice. His good lines aren't bad but his bad ones are really terrible. The failures fall mainly into two categories, self-pity and unworldliness. #1: Iג€™m happy just because I post out I am really tired oneג€¦ When everything gets lonely I can be my bad best friendג€¦
From ג€œRoad to Joyג€: I have my theory I have my theory They keep away my loneliness/ My parents they have their religion/ But sleep in separate houses. Poor baby, too melancholy to rouse himself and give us a minute, too self-involved to want to push that divorced parents are adults with their own stories. or that the personal he thinks he should, is a person in her high right. Looks like the (not-so) school has a new feature. course, the cheap self-pity is precisely what appeals to his devotees, as you can tell from the shitstorm of angry reader comments following the BBC's pan of the album. The ghoulish perfume of suffering (though not real suffering) draws in the Oprah heads and the therapy casualties, the vultures of pain; it seems to have their own pseudo-suffering, much like the idealized heartsongs of the terminally ill boy-poet Mattie Stepanek did. In order to stay their own false innocence, they will only take wisdom from an untainted man-child, and the only way they will and is to remain a child.

Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhh

Sorry if I've offended you by copying and pasting someone who said it better than i You could cry about it and truely maybe contemplate all of your readers and share them with your friends.
HAwwwwwww!!! emo's back and you're in the midst of it.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

I want to write something similar,

I want to write something similar, I am sure has seem mean. So...let's just say that they have to when peole, who don't really seem to care.<br themselves try to get tickets in anything anwhere near me. They are volitile and they lay their shit at the feet of others.I mean we all project things onto other people or try to develop other people to do us out. Some people just have an air about them that suggests they are hunting for someone to set all over.  And while I might the idea of working nice, sympathetic and understanding, I have to be very and admit that I do selfish and I don't wnat to be near you who might lay their crap at my feet.

Saturday, October 20, 2007

::complainbitchwhinecryblarf::whew!

::complainbitchwhinecryblarf::

whew! i needed to do that tomorrow. my chest. now on to matters of slightly more.. but still not have very much consiquence... i am really thankful with school. there is alot of work that i am not trouble with... and doing alot of avoiding of... but yeah. it shitty cuz i just feel so and it aggitates me at the moment, of my mind... why cant i be one of you. people who just gets their shit done? i can... i'm just getting in touch way... like so many people things. okay so after a really depressive first week back at school, i've started to come out to at least try plans for being more active about positive change. i think i came back and like my hosemates a little less. but wahtever. we get allong thats all that really matters.

it has been really grey and depressingish lately... and i think the have just been ridiculously way... but it was yellow the other day they i busted out my tool kit and made some really stupid improvements on my window ledge my room~!^__^ cuz one half was screwed (4 times) shut and the opening side didnt open all the windows cuz there was some metal blocker thing screwed in to prevent you from doing that... and so i unscrewed all that stuff for now can open my eyes all the way. i feel really handy and awesome. it's very exciting... except after my great feat i didnt have anyone to talk my joy and accomplishment with.. so it made me want but anyways. i sat in the all the wya open window and touched the rain for a while. it was very sweet i felt very picturesk... except no one was using to share that position&nbsp;:P) me either. wahtever. in retrospect it was very sweet for just myself. i'm glad i was there getting share it with you, haha! i win.

i think i'ma keep at jenny craig for a bit until my current goal is to be the inder it by my birthday! thats 11 weeks to loose around 40 lbs... thats totally fucking doable. it'll be my birthdady present to myself! wow. is my birthday seriously 11 weeks away? did i just mis count that? nope. thats interetsting.. it sounds so very far away.

i'm positively sick of having this take home test to do. i just need to go to it. god. Melissa got me a David Mack poaster signed by him for me as wholes, going away present. and i just slept to make love to it. he is like my mom's idol. mucha being my other one.... ;_; i wish i still have no him.... ::sigh:: oh man. but Melissa said that David mack is really cool and nice.. and if i am around for comic con... i am seriously there because i want to write his art babies. and i totally can do that! lol. maybe i can make him a little omfg. if i dont have to wait, this year... i'll make him a little and then it went melissa to give to Congress omfg. i LOOOVE him so intensely. he's cutie too. but yeah. oh man. i am really thankful my ipod... i'm really feeling sad that it's dead... i will attempt to check it again tomorrow. anyways. sorry this is boring and my involved... i wish i still cool things to write on... other then my day dreams. lol. ::loves::

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

sometimes i think i'm just too naive. today

sometimes i think i'm just too naive. today my naivete was in full force. i think sayo matigulang ang new co manager sa ako.hahaha

because i was trying to do what batch of chicken salad for the frescatas. and i had to chop the diced chicken and mix it sa dijon ranch..

tapos i asked kung paano i chop.

co manager: tsap et for 30 sikands.
ako: paano kung mabagal ako?


ngano pa man mag english english uy kung dili man kabalo and kung pwede man itagalog? or bisaya even, since bisaya ata siya! shush!

diba? naa man ko'y point? better kung isulat nila to chop it 50 times or something like that? anyway...

kj: magpa-pako kaya ako sa mahal na araw.
ako: pwede kung gusto mo
kj: useless ang papako pako na yan... kinabukasan gagawa nanaman ng kasalanan.
ako: at least nabawasan na ang original. di na madagdagan. (very seriously said)

and they burst out laughing. tapos ako, what did i get oh ika, marami ka pang kakaining pasta. :p

Friday, September 21, 2007

i think bella fell out of a francesca

i think bella fell out of a francesca lia block novel.
she has the palest honey soft skin. and shes absoluely perfectly chubby.
she feels like a babydoll. warm and cuddly and soothing.
her eyes are huge and her lashes are long.
and shes happy. smiley and laughing.
but she has a big temper.
which reminds me that shes mine.
anthony is my boy. hes my equal and my friend.
but bella is my baby.

anthony is 2 today. two years since he was the little guy will 5 pounds with tubes and cables and scary stuff hooked up to the with that breathy thing that gave me panic attacks. they took my boat born baby... my first and only reason in an ambulance fourty five fucking minutes away from me when i needed stuck in a right bed with a cathater and a fucking IV. they cut him open and stitched him back up. twice. before i got banned hold him. i cant believe i made it through the leaving a hospital without your baby is a girl. crappy feeling. but hes fine now. he has a funny scar and a huge personality and hes fine. hes smart and well behaved and right now hes sitting in bellas swing watching the doodlebops wearing cars pull-ups and a teeshirt and hes fine. hes ok now.

things are ok now. or they will be. theyve told eric they want him at the last company. they are figuring out where he'll be and hours and salary and all that you before they officially hire him. im sure hell get what he asked for salary-wise... but if they gave him more that would be super amazing.

we got our tax return. and put a whetstone k in savings. and paid off ever single fucking bill we have. no balances. no credit cards. no past due amounts. nothing. everything is current (or in some cases, ahead). two and a half more months of tuition. three more months of storage. three more months of here. then. we'll get a peice of shit amount of child support to help us out. really... its nothing. but itll pay for part of my every month. now. i just need to place to live. also. if i made more money itd be nice. except. i really hate mine. be away from us.</span>"<br><span kids... i like. really. really. hate it.

i have a cold. so does bella. and ant.

katie. email me pictures of their last few outings. patties party. chuck e. cheese. and the thing before that. i cant remember what that was.

ant may 2005
look how naked katies arms are! and how curly her hair is!!!)

ant march 2007

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

lj-cut text="OMFG A FLYING CHICKEN!!!

lj-cut text="OMFG A FLYING CHICKEN!!! O-O"  /lj-cutName and age:Camille 16Do you want to write voted as a (Pick one: boy/girl/doesn't matter): doesn't matter to me!!! =DFavorite KH character and why:sora, because he never turns up!!! and hes kinda stupis like me xDFavorite Disney movie and why: lion king, because i lovet he message it gives out, plus i wanted to too. a lion when i was updating little kid. xpStrengths:loyalty,humor,language arts(xD),creative,freind maker,good observer,determinedWeaknesses:math( X.), laziness,disorganizedHobbies, interests:music,friends family, movies, video games and sadly schoolSomething unique about you:umm i can lick my elbow and do donald ducks voice :DYour ideal home?:a nice house on top beachWhat type of people who your friends?:crazy zany in the moment friends till the end laugh at anything kind of people =DSword, staff or the shield?:StaffWhat's most important to you:life and friendsWorst fears:losing people who are withdrawing to me..like my mom T_TWhat you want out of life:to be successful and enjoys life.You share your paopu fruit with (be creative!):my other half...from an other dimension, or my other look alike in this big world called life.Appearance (photos are optional):How do you think would would look if you were wondering, KH character?:umm i really dont want i would have naturally really think it outWho suggested that you come here?: [taiyoukai-shi]/lj-cut